1st dae of dear's thailand training

Todae is the first dae of his overseas training...and I am already missing him like crazy! Its too much for mi! Ever since he went into army...i only got to see him on Saturdays...sometimes he dun even get book out on sats and now I dun even get to see him for 3 WEEKS! 3 DAMN WHOLE WEEKS...you know! Ahhhh...WHY MI!!!! 3 weeks seems to be 3 months to mi!...Drag! Do u know how much it hurts without seeing ur love ones for weeks...every weekends for now...will no longer seems the same anymore…part of mi has went missing...sob sob... Haiz...everyone has been telling mi to take this as a test between the both of us! Wat a test! Can I choose wat test to seat for...Lots of people say: “Absence makes hearts grow fonder” it certainly does & I believe it! This morning around 7 plus...my heart nearly missed a beat when I when I heard my handphone ring beside my ears. My dear called!...its an overseas call...waiting for it to connect...but all of the sudden...the line got cut off...I was so damn panicked!...not knowing wat to do but to wait for him to call again...But again & again the line kept being cut off...even when he call my house...it was still the same...it was after quite a long while when he finally managed to call mi...by that time I was already in tears...cant say anything except sobbing on the phone...(might sound rather silly but juz cant help it) He called to tell mi that he reach Thailand already...asking mi not to worry...(the rest is for mi...not sharing...hahaha...dun think u guys wanna to know either...) but hang up soon...saying that he will call again tonite(costly...) I Miss U So Much So Much Dear! Better go charge my handphone...and get ready for qiqi’s bdae party...

Sad dae...why do this to mi...

Well...todae is the 3rd day of CNY or shld i say yesterdae...everyone is happily celebrating and yet its going to be an ultra sad dae of mi! tonite...dear dear will be flying off to Thailand for training...sob...sob...the more I worry abt this dae...the faster this dae comes...dear dear will be taking the nite flight...his daddy, mummy, his best pal - dua tao and mi will be accompanying him to the airport...& my bro will be coming to the airport to fetch us home after he broad the flight...thanks bro!

We took train to the airport and my heart really beats very hard along the way...both of us were holding hands really tight which makes mi wanna to cry even more...knowing that we have to separate from each other and yet I have to put on a brave front as not let him worry abt mi and also not to embarrass myself lah (esp in font of his fren loh...if not he will be spreading news…hahaha...he dun get to see my blog…& of coz my bro!...he will sure to laugh at mi!) while at the airport, I didn’t felt that bad...have been taking photos here & there(hahaha...still got the mood to take photos...oh my!)...or maybe becoz of my fren & his campmate...all of them kept assuring mi tat they will take good care of him...(more like doing “bad” thing together and covering for each other...damn...hahaha) well...lets get back to the sad part...all of us including my bro waited for them to leave the departure hall before we left…the leaving part is so damn sad...I can only stand there, wave to him good bye and swallowing back my tears...

Soon...bro and I sent everyone home safely...dear dear called before he got on the plane...so sweet of him! (makes mi wanna to cry again...ops...I am such a crybaby! or should I say emotional). Its 4 plus already…and my eyes are swollen from crying...better go catch some sleep...dear dear will be calling mi later when he reach and i dun wanna to have swollen eyes for my buddy’s bdae party later...

Good nite dear! I love u! Can’t wait for u to return home soon! Missing you always!

Day 2 of Chinese New Year

Todae is Chu Er...the second dae of Chinese New Year...but this time i am blogging at home...hahahaha...i am finally home.... Lets recall wat i did todae...i was unable to wake up...juz feel sleeping in his arms...but we are suppose to go house visiting with his parents to his god-ma place then to my place....before he go dinner with his pals and mi visiting my frens place cum gambling session...But when we woke up...no one was at home...they went out for breakfast without us....hahahaha...so everything is push backwards... We spend the noon playing PS2, watching VCD with his mama and bro's girlfren before we head down to his god-ma place...its was very crowded and most of them are gambling except for the kids...they are very very active and they have very high pitch esp the gals...everytime they lost...they will juz scream...nearly went deaf...but i kinda of enjoy so was dear dear esp with the young girls kept sticking to him...calling him "Ice-cream man"....hahaha...and they juz wont let him go....hahahaha...poor dear....and too bad....i juz cant save him...though there are many time that we wanted to leave but his mom kept asking us to stay a little bit long so was the kids...no choice we juz have stay till late evening... Its was a bit rush as we head down to Orchard...i expect Orchard to be quiet but it was quite crowded that dae...hmm...we went separately...he went to meet up his frens for dinner...and i went to my frens place...although i did feel reluctant but at least i will be seeing him later...if not he will nag at mi again...hahaha...was gambling at hui's place when my dear msg mi wat i wanna to eat...hahaha so sweet...he actually remember that i wanna a bite and he also remember to come home early after dinner...ohhh....thats so nice dear! juz love u so much! hahahaha...actually we intend to leave early so he could go to my place and pai nian but the gambling session ends a bit late...hahahaha....so he have to do it tml...sorry dear...its my fault! tonite is the last nite that i will be sleeping in his arms before he return home again...sigh...tonite i juz couldnt control my feelings anymore...have to accept the fact that he is flying off tml...thinking of this...tears soon swell up...and burst...i was crying uncontrollable in his arms...althought he kept ensuring mi that 21 daes will be over soon...but i juz cant bear the feeling that are building up inside mi...juz imagine 1 week without him...i was like half dead...now...3 weeks without him...guess i wont be able to make it...juz cant seems to accept the fact that he going overseas for training...my mind follows my heart...wat am i going to do...guess i juz have to endure by xxxxxxx myself ba...sigh...i didnt know 21 daes can seems to be 21 years that long....

Chu Yi of Chinese New Year...

Yawn~ I am a bit tired...results for staying up late to watch tv after blogging....guess wat...i am not home again...this chinese new year i have not been sleeping at home for 2 nites...wondering if my daddy will kill mi...lets hope not!

hmm...todae is Chu Yi...went to grandparents place for house visiting...this year is kinda of different...normally we will visit my dad's side at noon time and my mom's side at nite nite...but this year...we will only be visiting my dad's side...becoz this morning my mom's mom...my grandma admitted to the hospital and this time, they dun allow her to discharge...poor grandma!...after dinner at grandparents place...i drove down to my dear's place for house visiting...but his daddy & mummy are not at home yet...and the 2 poor little guys have maggie mee for dinner....poor things! Since i have nothing much to do so i rot with them at home watching tv until his buddy came down to gamble....he is a really good gamble....i lost $5 that nite...Actually we wanted to go either to Mambo that nite or gambling session at his frens house but "someone" juz could not make up his mind...we ended up going out for supper....

Ohh~....tonite.....i am able to sleep in his arms once again....I am So loved!!!

But 2 more daes he will be flying off...I DUN WANNA~~~AH~~~wat am i going to do without him? God Pls Help mi!

Happy New Year Everyone!

Lets mi wish everyone here A Happy New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Todae is Chu Xi....guess everyone is having a great reunion dinner...so do i...and i have 2 reunion dinner....One with my family and the other with my dearest dear! hahahaha....guess i am going to put on lots of extra weight on Chinese New Year! Ahhh...*Screaming~ But somehow....i guess i wont be enjoying much this new year as my grandma has juz admitted to the hospital...papers after new year break and my dear dear will be flying off this week...how wish this dae doesnt come so fast...how wish time could stop for mi! i am going to miss him dearly! I am having lesser time to be with him and some during chinese new year...he has to go house visiting with his parents and so do i....time together will be even lesser....Ahhh....I dun wanna! I dun wanna.... Guess wat....i am not at home this Chu Xi becoz my grandma wanna to discharge and she will be staying over our place...becoz of this my dad has no place to sleep...so being a daddy's girl...how could i let my dad sleep on the floor rite...i have no choice but to tell a white lie that i will be staying over at my frens place where i am actually staying over at my dear's place...hahahaha...well anyway...my mom knew it! hahahaha....my mom juz know mi well! All i juz wanna to spend more time with him...able to sleep in his arms...i am going to have sweet dreamz tonite...hee hee... i got to go off already...my dear is calling mi...tml have to wake up extra early so i can hurry home and changing for house visiting later...hope u guys will collect lots of lots of ang bao later!