Sorry Guys!

Troubled... well...havent been updating for quite a while & i cant get to sleep now...guess i am juz too tired and not in the mood to...during these past weeks too many things have happened and is feeling very troubled till now...when will these feeling go.... Sorry everyone... Its Sat! and i always love it...its a dae where i get to see my dear...how nice...but todae have to wait till late noon becoz he is shifting to mainland...but this sat is going to different...and i am looking forward to it but i am very very nervous...my heart is beating so fast...maybe something is soon to happen and i am yet not prepare...but i am very thankful that dear dear is always by my side, so is you guys (u guys shld know u are) thanks alot! Thanks for being there for mi for the past few weeks...you guys really helped alot! Sorry if i AP or mood swing.... Lastly i wanna to say sorry to you dear...i let u worried so much becoz i have been so moody & crying over the slightest thing for the past weeks....i am really sorry dear! i wanna to say thank you too for having so much patience with mi and enduring with my constantly changing mood....

So Touched...

So Touched.... as usual at around 8 plus dear dear would give mi a call....and i am always the silly ger waiting by my handphone for his call...no matter how busy or in a middle of wat...i will make sure i answer his call (unless i am driving or having a paper ar...) Juz 1 phone call make my dae! but todae its a very special one...i told him how i felt after reading his message though it was juz a short message... to my surprise...i didnt expect him to message mi this message...it was so different from his usual message style...and of coz i ask him why....he told that he felt sad when i felt sadly....suddenly got the urge to AWOL...so he can accompany mi....i was so touched that he said that! i cant believe my ears.... but of coz i wouldnt wanna him to AWOL ar...so touched.... I Miss U So Much dear! Let pray that this week will pass quickly and smoothly.... ~*Aways Loving & Missing U!

Sundae again...

Sundae Again... Todae is a sad dae for mi again becoz its a sunday...a dae where i have see my dear leaving mi for army...gotta to miss him dearly...but todae i felt even worst then usual...tears nearly roll down my check...maybe for the past weeks he have been by my side for quite a long time...suddenly cant get use to it...dear...thanks for the message...i am really touched! tears start to fill up eyes while i read ur message...i felt the same too! well..now for the time being...i have to wait till sat nite to see him again...Lets hope this week pass quickly....I cant wait to see him soon... I love u so much & i miss u dearly.....